Some of you may have noticed that I have made my blog private for the past few months. Of course, I am deeply private about my lifestyle. I have decided to be public again, but unfortunately I have removed many old posts that are too personal.
My reasonings are that I have changed my life a bit. Alhamdulillah I had a great holiday from my classes, and met many interesting people.
The counsellor I saw told me: I am filled with holes….and I need to fill this ’emptiness’ with something that is wholesome, something that I own. Shallow relations and material things do not fill my emptiness.
Again, my blog is about my life. I do not want to glamorize prostitution or escorting, because there the glamor is a facade. I got into it without realizing that there are serious implications (being a sex worker in a hostile society is not easy). What I can say is that I have no regrets, and am thankful for the blessings I have received.