Some of you may have noticed that I have made my blog private for the past few months. Of course, I am deeply private about my lifestyle. I have decided to be public again, but unfortunately I have removed many old posts that are too personal.
My reasonings are that I have changed my life a bit. Alhamdulillah I had a great holiday from my classes, and met many interesting people. I even did a social experiment of wearing abaya and niqab, and I must say it is such a liberating feeling.
As my counselor told me…I am filled with holes….and I need to fill this ‘emptyness’ with something that is wholesome, something that I own. Men, money, and material things do not fill my emptiness.
Again, my blog is about my life. I do not want to glamorize prostitution or escorting, because there is nothing glamorous about it. I got into it without realizing that the money is a serious addiction. What I can say is that I have no regrets, and am thankful for the blessings I have received.